Posted on 9/22/2020 by dsjohndrow
Today I am back in the hospital for round 2 of my cisternogram - then 2 more days to go. I haven't given up and I am allowed to run 72 hours from Monday morning at 9 am. So let's see - Tuesday, Wednesday - right Thursday at 9 am! The lumbar puncture has made my headache go from brutal to near horrific. :( I have medication for that, so we move forward and live life as best we can. I am still dreaming of a future with less pain. I am still dreaming about all the things left to do in life. I am going to visit all my kids between Thanksgiving and Christmas. I missed them last year. Covid ruined most of those plans this year - but I am going. I don't feel like traveling. I also don't feel like a lot of things. The benefit is I get to be with the people I love. Living life! I am learning that what I think matters a lot. The conversations I have with myself have always needed to change. This isn't completly new, it is just that I gave myself permission to speak to myself like some sort of jerk who just cut me off in traffic. Add to that a disability and it can spiral down quickly. Today I am back to turning things around. In weight loss, in running, and in life. I am taking care of my body as best as I can. I am taking care of my soul. I am taking care of my spirit. It all begins with what I think and the little actions I take. I have a new running goal. I have a new life goal. They are not like anything I had before. The pit of indecision, that was the same. - Think fitness, not weight loss. - Think inches, not pounds. - Think about what you are doing right. - Think about adding new things, not subtracting them. - What can I replace instead of what can I hold on to? - What I can I schedule to make this work? - What is a step I can take today? - How can I reward my success instead of sabotaging my progress? - Can I confess my failure without judgement? - Who is a cheerleader that believes in you? - Stay away from bad influences! (or shoot them!) - Do it for yourself. - Set goals. This is tough one. What is a good and achievable goal? What if you don't make it? - Change your goals if you need to. - Get enough friends so you enjoy your journey. - Read success stories! - Don't give up! Ever. |
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