mommyagain

22 years old : Female : Mckenzie, TN

"It's time to work on me"

About Me

I am a 22 year old Mommy of two beautiful little girls, Madison age 4 and Lily 11 months. I am married to my wonderful husband Brad we have been together for 4 years and married 2 years.

I have tried before to lose weight, sort of....I was never fully committed to the process and always found some excuse to give up.

Now, I am at the heaviest I have EVER been, including during my pregnancies. So, now, IT'S TIME TO CHANGE!!!

Why I Want To Get In Shape

I have always had weight issues but it has gotten worse after the birth of my children. And my lack of exercise doesn't help a bit.

About a month ago, my husband and I took our girls to the local fair. I rode rides with my oldest daughter while my hubby stayed behind with our baby. It really struck me as to how big I had really gotten while watching the ride operator struggle to close the bar and seat belt over me. I was mortified. I have got to get in shape not only for me, but to be the best mother I can be. I want to be able to enjoy my children, not so over weight I cannot be active with them.

My weight is also taking a toll on my marriage. My husband says he thinks I am beautiful and he loves my body, but I know he would love my body a lot more if there was less of me. Sex has become an issue with me. We have a very healthy sex life but I am finding it harder on me to do the physical work involved and also never want my husband to see me naked...I am ashamed of the way I look, and disappointed in myself that I let it get this bad.

I recently FINALLY went to my doctor concerning my long bout with depression. My blood pressure was almost 100 on the bottom and my doctor was very worried. She also talked with me concerning my weight and how for the best health possible I had to do something. I was put on Wellbutrin. This medication has been a total lifesaver for me! It gives me tons of energy, helps suppress my appetite, and greatly helps my depression. Since I started this medication I have gotten on the Weight Watchers plan and have been walking 2 miles a day. I feel great and I have already lost 5 pounds! I have a long way to go to my goal weight of 140lbs but it's work I am finally willing and eager to do!

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