holpak

34 years old : Female : Topeka, KS

"My life full circle change"

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About Me

Hi I am Holly and I am married to the best husband in the world. We have six children together, four are mine and two are his. We got married last year on 8-8-08. I feel as if my life has come full circle all except for my weight. I've been heavy and thin up and down through out life. I am very motivated to get back down to a size 8/9 i've been there before and feel like this is the year i will get back to being that way. I am a computer support tech for the state of kansas full time and a beautician at smartstyle part time. Someone asked me today what i like to do in my spare time and i kind of chuckled and said what spare time... and you know it's really funny because i've kinda forgotten what i like to do because the times i'm not working i'm either catching up on my rest, catching up on the housework and spending time with my family.

I just got done with beauty school in november and am very proud of that. I have always wanted to be in the beauty industry but i'm so glad i didn't do this earlier in life don't think i would like doing it full time... I am a firm beleiver in "The Secret" those of you who belieive it lknow what i'm talking about. I actually have always lived my life that way just never realized it but now i been able to really pull myself together and get rid of bad thoughts and reach out and help others better themselves.

I grew up in a small town in Wyoming.. and ended up here in Kansas. I never in a million years pictured myself living in kansas but i love it. it's the best place ever. If ever you question anything in your life beleive that everything happens for a reason. I sureley do and i would not be in Kansas if i had changed anything about my life and would've never met the love of my life.



I am here because i need to be held accountable for this weight loss.. so much easier with as much support as you can get. I hope to make many friends here. I used to be part of a forum for phentermine and even went on a cruise with my friends from there.. hope to find a bunch of great friends here!!

Why I Want To Get In Shape

To wear what i want to wear and feel comfortable in my skin.
To be one hot momma to my amazing husband!

My Inspirations

  • Putting myself first so i can be the best mom i can be.
  • Being a hot momma

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awestfall : 05/20/09

Thank you for such a sweet comment !! I really am feeling alot better about myself the closer I get to my goal and I am sure you will too the closer you get.Your picture is beautiful and wow you have already lost 23 pounds you should be proud.Keep up the hard work you can do this !!

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myastyme : 05/14/09

your pic is sooooo pretty!!!