bonita87

21 years old : Female : , AL

"a mission to find my lost soul"

About Me

have u ever felt put down left out laughed at called names just because ur fat ... have u ever been broken hearted and ur first love left u coz ur fat has his new girl friend told u that he choose her coz she had it all ... thats a little bit about my past life ... it was tough living that life being just 17 bullied coz i was over weight ... stepped on coz i was over weight ... since then i lost more than 30 kg i turned from ugly duckling to swan ... guys now want to be with me coz i have the face ... but i have no self confidience i trust no one and what hurts me most is im still attached to my first love ... first cut is the deepest i guess ... im 21 now ... i have a very small waist but i have big hips and thighs i swear i look like a pear :P ... a yrs ago i found out iv been having heart problams and i need to get an operation im having it on march ... i dont wanna loss the weight for any1 i wanna do it for me ...

i wanna be happy i wanna love my self i wanna find my lost soul ....

thats a little about my self

Why I Want To Get In Shape

to be healthier

My Inspirations