Not copying from Dave, although he is very funny!

 I took this three day weekend off.  Off from everything, logging, logging in, exercising, eating well, all of it!  I wanted to see how I would feel, see if the world would end, because I wasn't logging in.  Fortunately, the world didn't end. however, I don't feel well for having not logged and not logged in. I feel kind of anxious, and more than a little guilty.  I feel bad physically; back hurts, hip hurts, puffy (not in the fun marshmallow way) and a little quesy.  I feel bad emotionally.  I feel like I have neglected myself.  I feel anxious today, nervous almost.  There is no real reason that I can pinpoint.  I think I am nervous about starting over - again.  I know that one of these times I will suceed, but I don't know that this is the time.  I want it to be the time.  I am tired of starting over and over and over.  I know, I know...If you're tired of starting over then don't give up.  There were a couple of weeks where this was even easy *gasp*  I thought to myself then "Self, you've got this!"

What I was doing WAS working, I had the balance of calories in/calories out.  I have to find that balance again.  I have to start logging my food again, I have to log in every day, no matter what. 

My body hurts, as I have mentioned above.  There is always something that hurts, back, hips, shins, something.  I know that if I can get a little of this weight off then things will hurt less.  The more I lose the less I will hurt.  It's going to hurt getting started

 "It's impossible" said pride

"It's risky" said experience

"It's pointless" said reason

"GIVE IT A TRY" whispered the heart.

Time to start listening to my heart.

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