i couldn't believe the scale today
it was as if i was an imposter standing in the way.
i hesitated to get on
not knowing the outcome, and not wanting the 'alarm'.
but enough is enough and i just did it---
i had to see
was i finally facing the fear
that is always inside of me
i then got on
at first did not look down.
i hesitated and then
felt an internal frown.
BUT then i looked and opened my eyes
and to my amazement i looked at the numbers in surprise!
i sighed in relief
i actually danced a wee dance
and i thanked God above for giving me
the courage to finally give myself a chance
of which there is absolutely and no way
of turning back
especially after today!!