A lot of my friends say I should slow down, not try to do too much, (the best one) You need to lose atleast 20 more lbs before you even think about running. This week is a reminder why I cannot stop moving (EVER). 2 friends just got diagnosed with Lupus and I just lost a friend this morning that was way too young.
Most people don't understand if I stop, I might never be able to start again. This is not just about losing weight, this is about retainning my mobility and not letting this Shitty disease take anymore than it already has. Yes, I know when my immune system gets started it won't matter what I eat or what I do. But I refuse to sit here and wait for it to break me down! I want to make it a long road to the bottom. I will NOT take it easy. I will NOT sit and rest. I will NOT stay still.
I WILL do my best to be the strongest person I can be before the next big flare. I WILL work on Running and make Heavy Lifting a Goal. I WILL enjoy life. I WILL Fight and I WILL NEVER STOP.
Because I love Myself