My goodness...I have been on this site almost a year and I have nothing to show for it. I am disappointed in myself. I am disappointed that I always do this...I get super excited to lose weight and last a day or two, at the most a week and then something happens and I fall off again. I am getting tired of it. I wish I had half the motivation some people on here have. I almost feel like I am waiting for something to kick me into gear....what will it take? Me going to the hospital with a blood clot? Me going to the hospital with a stroke? Me going to the hospital with a heart attack?
Though on a positive note, it has been 1 year, 3 months and 16 days since I drank soda. Actually kept a New Years Resolution.
It has also been 20 days since I had pizza or pizza rolls or pizza type hot pockets. I know they say it takes 21 days to break a habit...Not gonnalie, I still crave it. I want to order it. But I do not want to break a streak. Like if I drank soda right now, that would be over a year erased and set back to 0.
And it has been a little over 6 months since hubby smoked. I am proud of him but hate that it took the death of his aunt to make him quit.
I am going to try to keep a blog each day. It will help me to come back here, to MFP and hopefully motivate me to keep at it this time. I do know you have to WANT to do it, to lose weight. Starting is just so hard for me...