Finding Leah

I have decided that as I lose weight I am going to put a dollar in a jar for every 100grams I lose. This week I put in $20, I probably saved that mush in food and pepsi max anyway!

When I get to my goal weight of 65kg (143pounds) I will have lost 37.9kg, thats $379 dollars!

With the money I earn I am going to buy a beautiful bracelet that I will never take off.

I can imagine myself in the future looking at the bracelet on my wrist and thinking how proud of myself I am, and how hard I worked.

I will remember how terrible I felt when I was soooo big that I was watching life pass me by, then I will think I am never going back there again!

Last week I before I started losing weight I bought some clothes but they didn't fit. Well actually I could get them on, but they where much to tight. I either had muffin tops or a camel toe.

Anyway, last night I layed out my clothes for this morning, and since I lost 2kg (4 pounds)this week I decided to include the camel toe pants thinking I would give them a try, and if they didnt fit I would scavange around in the dark looking for my trusty old jeans.

Anyway, I got up in the dark and put them on without thinking because I was still tired. Then as I was hurrying the boys up to go to swimming training I suddenly thought "these pants are comfy", then remembered the camel toe..........."I better check".I went to the mirror and low and behold..............No camel toe!

I feel great and have gained a new pair of pants! Yay! This should keep me motivated for a few days!